BETTERthanEVER

SDN 05 Cip.Muara, St. Agnes - Brisbane, SMP PGRI 33, SMUN 36, Atmajaya Catholic University

(was) AM, Writer, Photographer, Imaginator, Model.

I have this problem getting too attached with community. No, i don't have any.

iPODing, blogging, dancing, singing, drawing, swimming, partying, studying, reading, pr aying, gaming, sleeping, eating, balling, ~trying to be "human"~

Miranda July - No One Belongs Here More Than You; Mitch Albom - The Five People You Meet In Heaven, Paulo Coelho - The Witch of Portobello, Rhonda Byrne - The Secret, Herbert Krosney - The Lost Gospel: The Quest Of The Gospel Of Judas Iscariot, Diane Arbus - Revelations, Todd Gold - Ordinary People, The Book of Osbourne, A.J. Jacobs - What It Feels Like, William Irwin - The Matrix & Philosophy, Glenn Yeffeth - Taking The Red Pill. Harry Potter the series. Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold. Running with Scissor - Augusten Burroughs

Perfume, SAW I, II, III, IV damn they're all good!!!! some Japanese (hair-related-regular-horror. and..Amelie. i also enjoying myself with musical films, sister act & sister act II: back in the habbit, moulin rouge, chicago, sound of music, wizard of oz, sound's cheap? you bet.

Music run thru my blood : Björk, anti clock, crippled black phoenix, thom yorke, under byen, tom waits, joanna newsom, feist, renholder, enigma, alanis morissette, panic at the disco, viky sianipar, sacred spirit, gregorian master of chants, simply red, rob zombie, the killers, tori amos, tweet, curtis mayfield, my chemical romance, norah jones, jamie cullum, deep forest, diana krall, enya, india arie, mike oldfield, era, disturbed, govinda, the peter malick group, bara basikova, karl jenkins, joss stone, silverchair, madredeus, annie lennox, renee oldstead, souljah, indra lesmana, hendrix rastafara, REM, massive attack, korn, LP, box car racer, muse, maksim, moby, nelly furtado, touch n' go, sarah brightman, radiohead, gorillaz, jars of clay, sarah mclachan, fontella bass, kanye west, starsailor, kylie minogue, the chemical brothers, lenny kravitz, placebo, creed, lisa mclendon, yolanda adams, paparoach, david usher, fastball, sondre lerche, alter bridge, jason miraz...don't forget the beautiful Indonesian music heritage!

Myth Buster (Discovery), Dexter (Showtime), House M.D. (Fox), Where My Dogs At, Video On Trial, Fabolous Life Of.., MTv Boiling Point, VH1 Motor Mouth, Carnivale, Daria, Not A Good Look, T.H.E.M. (Totally Hidden Extreme Magic), happy tree friends (MTv), oprah winfrey show, bajaj bajuri, ananda lewis show, the osbournes, sponge bob square pants, jenna jones' show, warkop DKI, pelemnya benyamin s., fear factor, any idol thingy, midnight live on MetroTV, world's funniest animals, the Simpsons, did i mentioned the osbournes? (and much more)

Libra

My 5 TOP Music of the day:
1. Alanis Morissette - Incomplete
2. Annie Lennox - Dark Road
3. Alanis Morissette - Straitjacket
4. Sugar Ray - Someday (Acoustic)
5. Alicia Keys - Like You Never See Me Again

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myself issue is trust to other people, even to myself. but i always try to fight that devilish-sweet feeling though. i've grown the best out of this ridiculous life. with all trouble in my life i prefer making it simple yet tough. i don't agree that hate does have a significant connections with revenge.

I have tasted some of bitterness and cold happiness in part of my life journey. Lost some best friends and throwing some lousy relationships outta the window. However i felt enough with the weep and grief of my cold-happy-miserable life.

I can be so freakin poetic, with art in my head, dreams in my eyes and workaholic running in every blood cell of mine.

i always remember a past as my lucid day dream. once they were there u cannot erase them. 'coz there's a lesson we all have to learn, a process is far more important than the result itself. we all get hurt with sweet memories, even though they leave pain, it's still sweet as before.
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I've seen it all, I've seen the dark. I've seen the brightness in one little spark. I've seen what I chose and I've seen what I need and that is enough. To want more would be greed. I've seen what I was and I know what I'll be.

A smart individual, complicated enough to understand but easy enough to love.

bett3r@yahoo.com
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WHATever...

"I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you"